Had I Known Then What I Know Now

Had I Thought Now What I Knew Then..

I Might Still Be Human

With All The Little Stupid Fix-ins

As I Fix Sins And Vixens Vick Souls

Stitch Clothes For The Characters They Play Then Switch Roles

Nail Me To The Cross Dress

The Holy Cloth Costs Less

I'd Toss Less

If I Still Had Your Soft Breasts To Rest My Head On

Since You've Been Gone

I Recalled My Issues With Problems And Hate

But I Can't Exactly Remember The Model Or Make

Now Glass Bottles Break In My Death Grip

I'm About To Take The Next Quick Exit And End This Head Trip

My Bed Is Stripped Of Its Blankets, Comforters, Pillows And Sheets,

But I Might Have To Peel Off All My Skin To Remove Your Scent In Order To Sleep



I Had My Highs And Lows

When On Top, I Let You Peek Out Over My Nose

Sitting On My Shoulders And I Suppose If I Had A Backbone,

You Might Still Be Here

My Skin Is Filthy..

From My Lows When You Weren't There. But To Keep From Feeling Guilty

I Collected The Dirt...Kept It Piling Up

Now Mr Feel Nothing Saves His Tears Inside Of A Cup

And He Drinks. And He Forgets That He's An Asshole

Jealous Of His Ghosts And Doubts That He Even Has A Soul



My Secret Pleasures Have My Inner Demons Gossiping

I'm A Ghost Writer For The Horrorcore Lyrics My Personal Mosters Sing



I'm Sitting In A Strangers Tub..

With All My Clothes On...shivering...considering The Dangers Of Love.



They Get Half Of What I Have To Give...IF THAT

It's All About The Packaging. They're Distracted By The Gift Rap.



Predictable. Easy To Manipulate

They're Foreshadow Puppets And I'm Waiting For Their Strings To Break.



The Pillars That Once Held Up My Halfway House Have Been Taken Out.

I'm In My Last Days Now. There's A Change Coming Soon.

I Just Want To Crawl Back Into My Mother's Womb

I Need A Comfort Zone,

But Obviously I Need To Find Another Home

To Call My Own...and Always Return To

And I