I Self-sabotage, Self-medicate, Self-camouflage
Self-isolate, I Just Really Wish
That The Voices In My Head Would Go And Talk ToSomeone Else Instead, But They Don′t Want To

I'm A Little Late To The Party
I′m A Little Late To The Starting Line
I Could Give A Hundred Different Reasons
Why I Don't Believe In Myself, Deceiving Myself, I Mean It
Never Felt Less Than Right Now, Yeah

Why Can't I Feel Good
Without Feeling So Bad?
Why Can′t I Feel Happy
Instead Of Feeling So Sad?

′Cause I Self-sabotage, Self-medicate, Self-camouflage
Self-isolate, I Just Really Wish
That The Voices In My Head Would Go And Talk To
Someone Else Instead, But They Don't Want To

I Guess I′m A Little Stuck In The Past
Every Mistake I Make, Yeah, It Takes Me Back To
A Mess Like The First Time I Felt Love
From A Boy Who Always Told Me I Would Never Be Enough, Yeah

'Cause I Was Always Different But I Hid It Well
There Was Something Missing But You Couldn′t Tell, I Was In The Middle
Of A Breakdown, Wait Now, Everybody Slow Down
I Don't Wanna Talk About This Right Now

Why Can′t I Feel Good (I Just Wanna Feel)
Without Feeling So Bad? (I Don't Wanna Feel That)
Why Can't I Feel Happy (I Just Wanna Feel)
Instead Of Feeling So Sad? (I Don′t Wanna Feel That)

′Cause I Self-sabotage, Self-medicate, Self-camouflage
Self-isolate, I Just Really Wish
That The Voices In My Head Would Go And Talk To
Someone Else Instead, But They Don't Want To

I Just Wanna Feel
′Cause I'm The One Who′s Always Gonna Follow You
And I Just Wanna Feel
Just Wanna Pretend To Be All Fine

Why Can't I Feel Good
Without Feeling So Bad?
Why Can′t I Just Be Happy
Instead Of Feeling So Sad?

'Cause I Self-sabotage, Self-medicate, Self-camouflage
Self-isolate, I Just Really Wish
That The Voices In My Head Would Go And Talk To
Someone Else Instead, But They Don't Want To

′Cause I Self-sabotage, Self-medicate, Self-camouflage
Self-isolate, I Just Really Wish
That The Voices In My Head Would Go And Talk To
Someone Else Instead, But They Don′t Want To