I'm Hanging On A Threat
So Much In Me Feels Sick But I Only Want
To Confront
What's Meant For Me With A Hint Of Dignity

Dreadful To See
A Life Lived As A Slave For The Industry
Smothered Fantasies
Gone Down The Drain Along With The Poison Running Through The Vein

I've Felt The Temptation
Pleasure Gained By Addiction
But I Won't Trade My Pride For Feeling Good
I'll Suffer Just As Much As I Need To

(Chorus)
I'm Not The One Who's Waiting For You
I Won't Give In, I Belong To No One
I Am Not The One With A Guilty Conscience
But Is It Wrong To Belong To No One

I Learned The Hard Way
To Appreciate Myself Too Much To Love
Unconditionally
But So Much Control Has Left A Hole In Me

Suspicions Wear Me Down
I Will Never Be Completely Free
I'm A Servant
Of My Obsession To Question Everything

I've Felt The Temptation
Happiness Gained By Illusions
But I Won't Deceive My Mind With Substitutes
I'll Rather Grow As Much As I Need To

(Chorus)

In The Midst Of Chaos
On These Decadent Streets
I Stand At The Crossroads
Should I Pretend Or Surrender?