I've Been Cheating Myself For Too Long.
Living As If I Was Going Nowhere,
And I Know It's Wrong,
I've Been Fighting Myself For Too Long,
I Try, Really Try To Keep My Head Up High,
And I Know It's Wrong,
And I Should Really Know Better,
But It's Been So Long;

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I Know How I Feel,
But I'm Afraid To Show It,
Inside It's So Real,
But No One Else Would Know It,
The Whole Truth And No Lies,
Cutting Deeper, I Can Hear My Soul Cry,
Come On Testify, Come On Testify

I've Been Lying To Myself For Too Long,
Silence.... Was My Only Comfort

And I Know It's Wrong,
But I Can't Change The Weather,
It's Been Too Long;

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To The Friends That I've Lost On The Way,
To The Friends I've Been Pushing Away,
You Could Say That I've Made It,
But I'm Jaded
And Inside I'm Falling;

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I've Been Fighting,
Myself For Too Long,
And Ive Been Hating,
Myself For Too Long.