How many times can it change How long will I be restrained It's appalling to think that All my time seems to be wasted Will it stop or is it only beginning Here on the inside My life is not over I'm down again Fake smiles s.. Read »

Stay awake to decide Are you coming back? Is this my sanity? I can't forgive Oh is it the same to me? I can't take your place I'll never see you, never flee from me Severed Lost lies in the house I bring I can't fuck.. Read »

Closing comments made you wonder What was the start of it all Hunting to find the answers Unavailing attempts to be me Hey Did we distract you Did we prevent you Did we bore you Did we stop you And I'm Betrayed by you Won't.. Read »

As I lay this all to rest Shadows appear reminding me Of all things left unsaid by me Maybe one day you'll believe That I will crawl I will crawl on broken knees It's beyond what you really need Forcing it al.. Read »

This one is called: Satan's Wizard Make some noise Where the bitches at? Woah...satan's wizard...satan The wizard is coming for you He is the wizard Alright! (?) (?) He is the wizard Satan's wizard Satan's wiza.. Read »

I feel as if I have been dreaming I am confused as to how I got here One minute I am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death Then there was you You opened me to a different light The path you lead.. Read »

I've always searched for an answer for my convinctions a troubled mind at 15,demonic visions, I saw you raped and beaten thrown down like a rag. Who the hell is this monster that surrounds my brain? I try to make some sen.. Read »

Fall into my hole I keep seeking Is there anything left to consume now? I wish I were happy living in your perfect world You were never understanding enough You were never supportive of me Now I run away from you I hid.. Read »

What do you expect from me Will I ever be who you want me to be Will I ever live up to your standards Will you always look down on me Maybe I'm not who you are Maybe I want to be myself Live the life I've always dr.. Read »

A slave to my thoughts daily I finally lost my craving Need this to end real soon You come then you go away No way I can make it through this Can you feel my heart fade away? Do you remember what it was like when you to.. Read »