I am not a prophet or a teacher I am a failure of God Standing in a circle of my brothers Their fangs out Every thing I had I gave to you Every time I tried I would lose Its hard not to shake with a gun in your mouth .. Read »

Mother I have a gift for you It's the only thing I can offer All you know is entropy Still you shine as the sunrise But inside I can hear your spirit die Your spirit dies from the inside Your spirit dies from the inside.. Read »

It blinds my eyes to see you. It bleeds my hands to touch your face. It burns my ears to hear you. It mutes my tongue to say your name. Pulling out arrows from my calloused heart.. Read »

Killing time 'til it's time to die Do you remember when you were a child ? And the sky loomed above like a great mystery We hoped we'd crash into the other planets Growing old we become numb and obsolete Growing into our.. Read »

I tried again I fell again to find out for myself It hurts for a life time You picture rests there for a lifetime And for a lifetime I will dream of you I prepare a mantle inside of my heart With your photograph to .. Read »

A last time for everything My head is burning inside Once again they've found me Their swirling voices fill my ears Leave this all behind you Screaming their way into my mind Leaving everything you know behind I'm in f.. Read »

Marked to be alone, and my eyes are closed. Drown and separate. For sakes of discrenment. Walk with the broken pieces. They do not say a word. They speak not a word to the broken sea. not burnt by the fire. or pulled by the f.. Read »

Hoping to scratch him. As we bleed to death. As we have a shepherd we do not want. I run on a treadmill that never stops. My reflection in the wading pool is dirty, and I'm sickened. It hurts. I'm sick of repeti.. Read »

Boodybe, they breathe but cannot scream They have no tools to build voices They wait in fetal position Martyrs on altars of mistakes The martyr They have not the tools to scream They are just the ones upon altars .. Read »

(A throne in Heaven sat empty for 33 years.) Why? For what do we strive that will bring us closer. No human deed will show us approved. For two thousand years we've chokedon our efforts. Only tolay down and die. Things change.. Read »